My Health Journey: From the ‘Wrong Way’ to the God-Centered Way

Your story may be similar to mine, or completely different, but regardless, if you’re reading this, it means God has been working in your life and health and someway, somehow, brought you here. I’d like to share my story with you so we can both see how God is at work, for our good, whether we realize it at the moment or not. He’s working His redemptive process, every day, to bring healing, restoration and freedom to His Beloved: You and me.

The Wrong Way

Like many, I started my health journey 4 years ago, in 2015, when I was so absolutely disgusted with what I saw reflected back at me in the mirror. I scoffed and criticized every photo, every bad angle, everything on my plate or of those around me. I jealously criticized the skinny woman drinking Starbucks or a cocktail, knowing I ‘wasn’t allowed’ to drink those things or the weight would pile on even more. “How could they eat and drink like that and still be thin?” I wondered with envy.

I knew things needed to change, so I reached out to a health coach who had had her own great success using powdered products, shakes and dehydrated food, and I was desperate, so I was ready to try anything!

And it worked…

I felt good after I had lost the weight, but reflecting back now I was always hungry, not always in a good mood (because of being hungry!) and was filled with vanity and pride.

Even with the weight loss, I was still never completely satisfied because I didn’t hit my goal number on the scale. (Looking back now, I see that number was unrealistic.)

I finally liked what I saw in the mirror, for the most part, but was still self-critical in my mind. Still not feeling ‘thin enough’ and still criticizing every item on my plate and those of others. And if they had what I wished I was eating, I would be judgemental and irritated that I couldn’t eat and enjoy what they were.

OR, worse yet, I would criticize their body and think, “No wonder they look like that, look what they’re eating! And they don’t seem to care!”

I had no internalpeace.

I remember when I put on this black and silver dress (above) that I hadn’t even realized I had lost the weight because the scale still didn’t say what I wanted it to and my mind was still obsessed with food and looks and false perceptions of happiness, so I couldn’t even truly enjoy my ‘success.’

I look happy and confident (in both pictures) but I remember feeling uncomfortable in my body, insecure and embarrassed of myself in the picture on the left, and and on the right I was not really able to enjoy and feel successful, even though my outer appearance had changed, because my mind was still all messed up and with the wrong priorities.

Then God Began to Move.

It was at this point that God began to work in my heart and life. I had started my own private practice for physical therapy and on the outside people would say I was successful in this. But internally God began asking me, “Where am I in all of this?”

He began moving my private practice away from just the rehabilitation of someone’s body, and calling me to integrate their global health and preventative health as well. And even further, addressing their spiritual health too.

But how was I going to do all of that?

I became a Certified Health Coach to be able to help others with their health and weight loss, but it still didn’t ‘sit right’ with me completely, because I felt in my heart that pure, whole foods that God had already created in nature were the best way to proper health. But the company I was with was promoting processed and refined products, bars and shakes, and I didn’t feel it was truly teaching someone how to navigate the day-to-day practicality of learning proper whole-food nutrition, meal planning and healthy living.

And God kept pressing upon me the need to incorporate Him in a bigger, actually more central, way.

Fit+Faith Was Born.

This is when I launched this very blog, back in August of 2015. Basically as a side project and outlet to get the message in my heart out about how our bodies were not meant to be segregated and separated when it comes to our mental, physical and spiritual health.

God has created all of them, each affecting the other, inside of one amazing body. Mind, body and spirit, all wrapped up together.

Since that time God has worked miracles in my heart and mind and grown this message of healthy mind, body and spirit, in Jesus’ name. He has grown the community that ensued into an international group of God-fearing women who are making positive and healthy changes from a new perspective:

As a steward of God’s creation.

Not as a slave to the mirror or scale.

Happy Ending, Right? Not Quite…

Uh oh. Maybe you can relate. As the years have gone by, despite knowing what to do, and coaching and counseling others on what to do, I’ve let old habits slip back in, and bit-by-bit I’ve let the weight come back on.

Previously this would have been cause for personal devastation and verbal abuse to myself as to why and how I’ve ‘let myself go.’

But something was different this time.

I found that even though the scale was going back up, I was no longer criticizing my every flaw, belly roll and returned muffin-top. At least not like I used to.

Even though I’m now needing to go back to doing the work of reversing old habits, creating discipline for the new, and giving my body the time it needs to make changes (this is key), I am rejoicing in the fact that the ‘old critical me’ has not returned.

I may not like how my clothes fit at the moment and am working towards things being different, but I am no longer criticizing every skinnier woman I see, or scrutinizing every item on my plate and everyone’s around me. I’m no longer feeling jealous or envious of thinner, more fit people. I celebrate their discipline and hard work.

I no longer pity those who are overweight, shaming them in my mind for their lack of self-discipline, as I’ve come to realize 1) it’s not my place to judge and 2) lacking self-discipline is not always the cause of their external appearance!

I now have peace in my heart, that I didn’t have before.

Knowing I am unconditionally loved by God and now my health efforts come from a place of love and respect for the body He’s given me, not vanity, pride and self-hatred in order force myself to look a certain way.

Who Am I to Judge??

Along my journey I have learned that:

  • Thin people are not always healthy in their mind and spirit.
  • Being thin does not equate to perfect physical health.
  • Being large or overweight does not indicate your mental or spiritual health and does not negate God from being very active in your life.
  • I am not the judge of things seen and unseen, God is.
  • My job is to show God’s love to others by the way I live my life, treat myself and how I treat and view others.
  • None of our journeys are over until the Lord calls us home.
  • Our physical health journey is actually a mental and spiritual health journey.
  • Our quest for ‘good health’ is a lifelong pursuit and a cultivated lifestyle, with God at the helm.
  • Our actions tell the story of what we really want, regardless of what we may say.

You’re In the Right Place

Exploring this site and becoming a part of the Fit+Faith community is one of the best things you can do.

You join thousands of women across the globe who love God and are learning to love, honor and respect their bodies and are being transformed because of His immeasurable love for us first.

It was because He first loved us that we can learn to love ourselves, our bodies, even our shortcomings.

It was because He first loved us that we do not need to condemn ourselves and/or others because of the physical outer appearance. We can begin to accept His love, and in turn, show it to ourselves and others.

It is because of His love that we are transformed. We are made new in Christ. We are set free from shame, condemnation, judgement, self-loathing or self-harm.

We don’t need to turn to other people, substances or food to give us comfort and strength. He is all we need and has already conquered death for us to live, and live abundantly.

Let’s Journey Together

As I mentioned before, I’m on this journey with you. I am not perfect. In fact, I’m perfectly imperfect, as are you!

Imperfect, and determined.

Determined to grow closer to God.

Determined to make positive changes in my mind, body and spirit, for His glory.

Determined to share His love with others through example, encouragement and empowerment, by the blood of the Lamb and the word of my testimony.

My story is not over, and neither is yours.

Dr. Melody Stevens Founder, Fit+Faith International Speaker | Coach | Motivator

Get Involved

There are many ways to get involved with us and many ways I can help you in your personal journey, if you’re looking for that.

Start by joining our Facebook community and listening to the Healthy Christian Women podcast.

I look forward to getting to know you more and see God shine out in your life.

Setting you free from guilt, shame, condemnation, regret and fear, in Jesus name!

We are His shining beacons of light and hope in this world. Let your light shine for Him!

Start with you.

~Dr. Melody

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How to NOT become a New Year’s Resolution “statistic”

Statistically speaking, today’s the day 40% of people give up their New Year’s Resolutions!

Have you already fallen prey to the 92% who ultimately give up their resolutions? Or are you still hanging on? And if you’re still hanging on, how strong is your resolve, your commitment from a scale of 1-10?

Why do the vast majority of resolutions fail? How could our once strong and purposeful desire for change be so easily abandoned?

There are many reasons, but ultimately, we try to change too quickly and with too high of expectations for ourselves that we lose hope, get frustrated and can’t maintain the changes we’ve tried to put in place.

But let me encourage you today. Regardless if you’ve already moved on from your resolutions, or you’re still diligently working, we all could use some help and support along the way. I encourage you to find an accountability partner. A supportive group or a companion that shares the same goals so you have an added layer of support and accountability.

And if you’re goals are health or weight-loss related, I want to make sure you know about the intimate women-only community I’ve created to serve for just that purpose.

Women who are all on their individual path of creating change, but having group support, ongoing training from myself, and a plethora of weight loss and health education and worksheets to track results, flesh out plans and ensure your success even further.

This group is designed not to dictate HOW you will get there (but of course there are resources to help guide you), but to boost your efforts and be a sounding board for encouragement, support and accountability.

This is my VIP group.

Ladies going above and beyond who are committed to themselves and their goals, and to be a safe place to be real, honest and know you’re not in this alone.
Learn more about becoming a VIP here.
Your sister in Christ,
~Dr. Melody

I’M FRUSTRATED–with myself! The right and wrong ways to deal with it.

Ugh!! Why did I do that AGAIN?!? I’m so frustrated!

Why do we do continue to do things that make us feel icky inside and like a fat blob?!
I know I’m being a little graphic, but it’s the truth!! That’s how we feel and we call ourselves much worse in our own heads.

But we’re human. We go through ups and downs. We make mistakes and we also soar. We have big wins and deep losses. This is our game of life.

But in the end, the winner is one who learns to control her mind and gets quicker and quicker at picking herself up and moving in a positive direction without missing a beat.

I found myself frustrated at my recent lack of self-discipline and it was not only creating stagnation in my goals, but ultimately the physical effects were adding up to feeling tired, bloated, low energy, puffy eyes and just plain yucky on the inside.

The frustration I was feeling could lead to two outcomes:

  1. Continued downward spiral because I had already “lost”, or
  2. The catalyst to change my direction and be the reminder of what I’m wanting to move away from.

What choice should I choose?

What choice should you choose?

What choice will you choose?

Watch my live video about what brought me to this place, how I dealt with it, and what other ways you can prevent yourself from going down the same trap. Or even how to pull yourself out if you already feel stuck.

I created a live video about the rest of my story in my free private group on Facebook, Worthy To Be Me. After you join, just scroll in the feed and you’ll see it posted on Sunday Nov. 13, 2016. There’s a lot of additional great tips and mindset things I share to help you, especially as we head into the holidays!

~Dr. Melody

P.S. There’s no better than that right now to be surrounded by support, accountability and love as we head into one of the most stressful times of the year. The time of year where most people gain 7-10 pounds in just 2 short months! Wouldn’t even maintaining your weight be a holiday success, rather than being one of the statistics who may (or may not) have to work it back off come New Years?!

Join me and become one of my VIP’s–The inexpensive way to give you support, resources and accountability you need to make this holiday season, and many more, successful and empowering. Not drowning in stress and/or holiday weight gain. Learn more here.

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